Posted at 10:45 am by oXambesXo
well ill recap yesterday ..
i woke up at 6:30 to babysitt after staying up until 3 so i was super tired. then around 5 i went to wal-mart i bought the TAKING BACK SUNDAY cd since my brother didnt take me on wensday. then i came home fell asleep around 8:30 my brother came home from work he took me over jessi's. when i got there they were eating all hippie style! hah so we sat in her room and talked + laughed lots. then jessi was talkin to tim on the fone it was funny bc QUEEN B [AkD] kept yelling horny. then sam was talking about them sleepin in the same bed and i was like YEA with noooo pants. it was funnny. then jessi was gunna leave and sneak out her window that never happened. we went out side ate some brownies and just talked. Sammi + Queen B left so me and jess just sat there and talked - ahh then the garbage truck scared the shitt outta us. hah i love them kiddos. (: so i came home got online talked to some people went to bed. oo yea woops - i drove for the first time wow i was scared hah and i acidently went through some of the grass at the church. hah other than that i think im gunna do good once i get my permit.
today -
i got up around 7 to babysitt. it was actually a good day bc the day went by fast .. i got to feel like a little kid and play outside and get all covered in mud. (: then i ate got ready went and picked up amanda. we went to the skate zone to see her work buddies - Deans a winner for amanda! (: hes hott lol so after we chilled there we went to kristies it was an okay time. i got to see korbins hair its sweeet. then around 10 we left so this jimmy kid + Jake the kid i forgot i was related to hah took us home omg it was sooo gross in that car he said we could find anything and everything in that car. gross then when we got kinda to amandas house it started to stall o gosh that wasn't good but it was halarious. so me + amanda were hangin out at her house. while she was online i was watchin tv flippin through channels omg on the history channel there was this thing about sex toys and stuff! it was sooo halarious i was laughin the entire time. then i started with all of the seals instead of our lips are sealed! nicce amber lol i know. so stupid of me.. tomorrow night i guess were going to the movie with rosey + this joey kid. o jeeze well im gunna go i guess. Byee <33 amber
Posted at 12:17 am by oXambesXo
To Hell With You & All Your Friends.
hii people. (:
well sorry i didn't update yesterday.. i did absolutly nothing! i sat online the entire day.. then today i woke up around 6:15 cause i had to pee.. i couldnt go back to sleep so i just stayed up until 7 when i started babysitting. i wasn't actually tired bc i went to bed at like 11:30. we didn't do much except watch tv + paint. hah i love painting like a little kid :] then around 4:30 they left i had to get ready for calling hours for my uncles mom. when i go there i got real upset - same place where amanda had her calling hours .. i started crying but i had to stop cause i didn't want anyone to see my upset. it was realllly hard though plus knowing it has been 4 months! i don't how her like best friends are staying so strong. moving on- i came home i was sapose to go over kenny's but kristie wouldnt answer so my brother left & told me to call him. I call but no answer! f-cker .. also the TBS cd came out today but once again my brother wouldn't take me to wal*mart so im sittin here listening to the one my brother downloaded. I Love It .. aLL you people who said it sucked SHUT UP! (: hmm well thats about it. ill update tomorrow if i actually do something! <33 Amber
Posted at 08:27 pm by oXambesXo
well yesterday i woke up aroun 10:30 really didn't do anything then around 4:00 i started to clean so miss manda could come over. she came and brought me a CoolLatta + a Cookie what a great Bff!we sat on the computer for a little bit then watched grind.. Kyle called explained how he like chopped his toe up. poor kiddo after i washed my hair and got ready we walked down there.. Kris was there. (: we went down in dustins room chilled + talked. i beat up dustin a couple times w. my massive muscles haha i love just hanging out there it makes me not think so much. then we went back to my i burnt the ashlee simpson cd + manda burnt my fall out boy. waited for kris's mom then me kyle amanda + steve went to taco bell.. so happens kristie's infront of us! haha i started screaming out the window at her - we decided to jump outta the car and run up to hers. (: we got our food and dropped manda off. Headed home! drop gimpy off haha [Kyle] i just sat in my room wrote a little bit while i was listening to ashlee until my brother got off line. talked to people then got off around 2:30-3 then went to bed. now im here and my mom is being a bitch bc im listening to music and everytime she talks to me i gotta ask her was she said bc shes stupid and didnt notice i was listening to music and she got pissed and was like i can't stand you anymore your just so mean and bitchy. grr shoot me now PLEASE.
Happy Be-lated Birthday Kenny.. since i didnt update yesterday!
Posted at 12:02 pm by oXambesXo
Survey:
.Random stuff.
-first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Sinchak? man i wish i was that young again.
-last word you said: weird.
-last song you sang:um.. i can't remember
-last thing you laughed at: like 2 sec ago.
-last time you cried: its been a while
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: From Autum to Ashes..
-what color socks are you wearing: i dont have any on.
-what's under your bed: nothing. i have a waterbed
-what time did you wake up today: like 11:30?
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: dunno yet!
-where are you going to live: Florida.
-what kind of car will you drive: My pink Jeep. Mmhmm.
.CURRENT.
-current hair: all crazy bc i just woke up.
-current clothes: my pink pants + a t-shirt.
-current jewelry: just earings.
-current annoyance: im hungry.
-current smell: Nothing at all.
-current longing: . . . .
-current desktop picture: My Brother when he was like 3.
-current favorite music artist: TBS. (2DAYS)
-current book: Nothing.
-current worry: i dont know.
-current hate: dan verdinick - HE MUST DIE
-story behind your username: my nickname.
-current favorite article of clothing: my shirts from the villiage.
-one person you wish was here right now: Just one?... but its a secret
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: sexy lil amz oo7: good now u can talk to me
-i am happiest when: with my friends
-i feel lonely when: when I am at home.
-favorite authors: ?
-do you think too much: Yes.
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Probably New York. I fucking love it there. or It would be nice to live in Cali
-famous person you have met: I dono? But I saw Kristen Dunst and Tobey McGuire In Times Square.. and I have piccs! WoO! plus ive met a couple music artist
-do you have any regrets: Yes.
-sex or love: sex SEX SEXXX!! Haha okay, no.
-favorite coffee: I don't drink coffee.
-favorite smell: I dono?
-what makes you mad: uggh- ALOT of things. I don't wanna get started.
-what is your best quality: You tell me?
-are in currently in love/lust: Lust. I am always in lust.
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Haha hmm..
-any bad habits: complaining?
-do you find it hard to trust people: Yep.
-last thing you bought yourself: 2 shirts + 2 pairs of shoes at the villiage.
-bath or shower: Shower.
-favorite season: Summer.
-favorite color: PINK + GREEN!
-favorite time of day: Hmm.. later at night. like 11, 12, 1?
-gold or silver: PINNK. :]
-any secret crushes: Yes. Cause he doesn't know.. or does he?
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: I dono. Enough.
-favorite pants color: Jeans.
-most expensive item of clothing: ..?
-most treasured: wow. i dono..
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: Chyeah.
-what do they tend to be like: nice + Crazy?
-can they count on you: Yeh.
.LAST.
-last book you read: I dono.
-last movie you saw: Butterfly Effect!!
-last movie you saw on the big screen: Secret Window. <33
-last show you watched on tv: Ashlee Simpson. My Idol
-last song you heard: ??.
-last thing you had to drink:Milk.
-last thing you ate: a cookie bar thing.
-last time you showered: yesterday.
-last time you smiled: Today.
-last time you laughed: Today.
-last person you hugged: Jessi?
-last person you kissed: Wow. thats sad i dont remember? .
-last person you talked to online: Greggy + Michelle Greco [i miss you mikay]
-last person you talked to on the phone: Jessi.
.DO YOU.
-smoke: Nope.
-do drugs: Nope.
-drink: Not anymore... it's going to be a while
-sleep with stuffed animals:somtimes.
-have a dream that keeps coming back: No...
-play an instrument:Nope.
-believe there is life on other planets: Not really.
-read the newspaper: Nopee.
-have any gay or lesbian friends: I dono?
-believe in miracles: Yeh.
-consider yourself tolerant: Eh.
-consider police a friend or foe: Friendly foes.
-like the taste of alchohol: Depends.
-have a favorite stooge: Nope.
-believe in astrology: Nopppe.
-believe in magic: No.
-pray: Yes.
-go to church: Sometimes.
-have any secrets: Yeeeees.
-have any pets: My Kichi the little Horn ball that humps everything. (:
-go or plan to attened college: Yeh.
-talk to strangers: Hah sometimes if im in a outgoing mood.
-have any piercings: Yes.
-have any tattoos: Not yet.
-hate yourself: Sometimes.
-wish on stars: not really.
-like your handwriting: No.
-believe in witches: No.
-believe in ghosts: No.
-believe in santa: Yes.
-believe in the easter bunny: Yes.
-believe in the tooth fairy: Yes.
-have a second family: uhuh.
-trust others easily: Not at all...
-sing in the shower: usually...
Sorry manda i stole this from you. (:
Posted at 01:41 pm by oXambesXo
With You I Fall SoFast
Hey guys i decided to update.. arn't you so happy? hah well im gunna recap back to thursday. well i went shopping with my aunt + my little cousins then i came home. Later on i went over Jessi's - Sammi was there too. they told me about there day and how sam is crazy as hell and jumped off a bridge into water.. who does that? ONLY sam! hah then we went to Marc's then off to walmart as soon as we got there who did i have to see DAN the f'ing faggot. wow it took everything in me not to start beatin the shit outta him. anyways i bought 2 new belts - jessi has the one that i bought now were matchies. yee then i asked if they wanted to go see amanda so we did (: we all sat there and talked .. i love those girls they make me so happy. we had to get home so i went back to jessi's and sat there in her room and we chatted a little.. then my brother came and got me. omg on the way home we were so close to hitting a bunny. but we had a good ride home be we actually talked (: the friday came i woke up around 10:30 sat around the entire day and did nothing no one was home bc brother was at warped tour. then around 3:30 me and mommy went to the villiage. i got 2 new shirts + 2 new pairs of shoes for $6 wow i have to say i love that store. then we went to BK -- when i got home i had to hur up and get ready cause i was running late. picked up mana as i call her. then headed to the mill for the show hmm when i got there none of the bands even started so we just chilled i had fun i think? well for the most parts i acidently hit brie in the eye. woops but last night i realized y did i ever listen to u.. y was i mean to people just be you put mean thoughts in my head about people i barely even know. and look your not even one of my good friends anymore im sure once school starts u'll try and be all buddie with me.. but hey i got new best friends and there actually there for me. (: moving on - there were some hott guys there last night one in mind but i dont wanna get started with him bc i dont wanna be attatched to nothing once again. going on.. we left went to amandas house. i called jessi they were at denny's i told them to come over when they were done. soo jess sam AD ricky and erika came over we sat in amandas drive way.. we talked about there trip to warped tour .. there soooo lucky. and like i offically met erika she is sooo nice! then me and amanda went inside and we had such a fun time.. we are soo weird. " wat if instead of gettin hard like guys do.. what if girls boobs like moved like a heart beat " we didnt say heart beat but u gotta see the motion we cant think of a word to despribe it. then i was all ghetto with my hair - we just laughed until 3 o'clock. it was great then we had to go to bed bc she had to work. so i woke up and went home got ready bc i thought the family reuion was today so we get there and theres no one there bc my dumby mom thought it was this weekend when its next. grr so i went and got movies. that was my night. my brother wants on so i gotta go. <33 amber
Posted at 10:55 pm by oXambesXo
Im Not Updating Anymore.. i might in the future but im giving up for now. Byee <3 You.(:
Posted at 10:04 pm by oXambesXo
We'll Float on Good News is On The Way.
THIS ONES FOR JESSI . SAMMI . + AD
okay well everyone knows i've been grounded but ive been aloud online - i just didn't feel like updating but i decided to today to tell everyone im still alive. hah im trying to hang in there.
so lately ive been just sleeping.. going online.. + babysitting. i really havnt left the house except to go to a realitives house or go to the store. it hasn't been that bad it could be alot worse. but um i REALLY miss my best friends!! but AHHH amanda is actually allowed to go to New York with me we found out yesterday and i got to tell her the good news hah its soo weird bc i havnt seen her for 9 days. gosh we've been trying to sneak on the fone to talk to eachother so we like do die from not being able to contact eachother. hmm and instead of us stayin only until the 3 mommy pennell is lettin her stay until the 5th so that means we get to be there for the 4th to see the fireworks from the statue of liberty!! thats awesome + manda is staying the night on sunday and jess sam + ad are going to visit us!! omg i miss those girls sooo much. this would be the best summer ever if i didnt get grounded - o well. but they have surprises for us - im kinda scared but excited!!
Anyways.. PEOPLE I GOT MY HAIR CUT - AHH ITS SOO SHORT ITS AN INCH FROM MY EARS!! ahh its alright i guess if i style it and shizz. but i couldnt believe i got 6 inchs. cut off!!! well i think thats all im going to write for today. mayb i will write tomorrow mayb not who knows?!!
<3 Am (:
Posted at 12:47 pm by oXambesXo
WORST DAY! THIS MAY BE MY LAST ENTRY!
well everyone .. the day has come i got caught and now i am grounded!! i wish i just could take everything back eventhough those are nights i will NEVER forget.. so im gunna leave a few shout outz
Jessi, Sammi, & AD - I LOVE YOU GIRLS SOO MUCH .. just in the past week u have become my new bestfriends!! it sucks ass that me and AP have to get grounded but hey thanks for the good times.
Jessi- watch out for those animals & moths [very suicidal].. You Hippie! but i love you .. your one of the most caring people i have ever met!!
Sammi- Soo Happy you dont hate me & you showed me the best time at ur party - it sucks i had to get caught!! if u get a chance make sure u kidnap me and ap then take us to the mountains in cali. like we all planned - we will just live off of pb&j! Love You too Kiddo!
AD- You keep calling Shotti [: your so much fun to be around .. your always making me laugh!! try not to get raped by scottie! hah
Girls Keep Partying It Up For Me & Ap !! If you buy that pool at WaL*mart i gotta come over and swim when i get ungrounded!! Thanks for Being My Best Friends Too!
Korbin- you dont even understand how thankful i am to have u for a friend im sorry i had to fuck everything up so we cant see eachother this summer .. thanks for lettin me call and cry to u!! its nice to talk like we use to. also thanks for ALWAYS making me laugh.. hope to see u soon [:
Britt & Annie- Love You Girls too.. it fucking sucks i cant go to warded tour theres always next year!! thanks for ALWAYS being there for me!
everyone eles there for me thank you!! & i love you too!
Posted at 01:01 am by oXambesXo
well people im going to try to keep up on the blog..
i well today i woke up around 12:3o - woke up got online and then helped with my mom clean!
then she started to flip out on my brother and me sayin we are worthless, lazy and dont deserve shitt! that jus made me feel so special hah i just sat there and screamed back. i love my messed up family!
later i got ready and walked down to kyle's bc i wanted to hang out with him & korbin - we played basketball which i suck really bad at! ew there was a dead mousie on the drive way ickk! it was as thin as a piece of paper .. then i called amanda d. to see if she found anything to do. i went home to tell my dad i was going with amanda. then sammi, amanda, & jessi picked me up and we drove around then met up with ed,molly, and ricki went to lloyd played for a little my love called [manda] i was upset with the stuff she told me she found out! gosh im soo sick of people except a selected few .. we went to wal*mart walked around w/ nothing to do. saw noah & matt - then left headed to mollys! we sat there and told stories and talked about how most of us peed our pants before hahah manda called matt and said sorry for hangin up on him today hah i kept calling him on the other line hah oo yeah matt thanks for the basketball [: i hope we get to play mud football soon. then we headed home! after everyone got droped off i talk to sammi bout how i use to be so scared of her and stuff but
im happy were friends now! i had fun tonite thanks guys we missed u amanda :( tomorrow should be fun though tomorrow
now im sittin here think about everything .. amandai miss you like crazy cant wait until i get to heaven to see u!!and Jimmy FUCK OFF!I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW!anyways i've been thinkin bout tom lately too -- ehh i miss him ALOT too i just miss us spending time together and him ALWAYS being there for me unlike my other so called bffs except 1 sry to say but its true ... i miss telling him everything. he said we can be friends but i dunno if he was serious or wat but i dunno! tom pleeeease forgive me.. ive been thinking about who my 'real' friends are and i have noticed that i have lost alot of old ones but picked up alot new one but i dunno..
well i have to babysitt tomorrow at 6:30 am then i dunno i think im hangin out with the girls and some other stuff but who knows..
adhesive27: G_ F_CK Y_ _ RS_LF
adhesive27: would you like to buy a vowel
sexy lil amz oo7: umm i would like to solve please! is it Go Fuck Yourself ?
^ thats some funny shit chels!
<33 amber nicole.
Posted at 12:42 am by oXambesXo
