well people im going to try to keep up on the blog..
i well today i woke up around 12:3o - woke up got online and then helped with my mom clean!
then she started to flip out on my brother and me sayin we are worthless, lazy and dont deserve shitt! that jus made me feel so special hah i just sat there and screamed back. i love my messed up family!

later i got ready and walked down to kyle's bc i wanted to hang out with him & korbin - we played basketball which i suck really bad at! ew there was a dead mousie on the drive way ickk! it was as thin as a piece of paper .. then i called amanda d. to see if she found anything to do. i went home to tell my dad i was going with amanda. then sammi, amanda, &  jessi picked me up and we drove around then met up with ed,molly, and ricki went to lloyd played for a little my love called [manda] i was upset with the stuff she told me she found out! gosh im soo sick of people except a selected few ..  we went to wal*mart walked around w/ nothing to do. saw noah & matt - then left headed to mollys! we sat there and told stories and talked about how most of us peed our pants before hahah  manda called matt and said sorry for hangin up on him today hah i kept calling him on the other line hah oo yeah matt thanks for the basketball [: i hope we get to play mud football soon. then we headed home! after everyone got droped off i talk to sammi bout how i use to be so scared of her and stuff but
im happy were friends now! i had fun tonite thanks guys we missed u amanda :( tomorrow should be fun though tomorrow

now im sittin here think about everything .. amandai miss you like crazy cant wait until i get to heaven to see u!!and Jimmy FUCK OFF!I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW!anyways i've been thinkin bout tom lately too -- ehh i miss him ALOT too i just miss us spending time together and him ALWAYS being there for me unlike my other so called bffs except 1 sry to say but its true ... i miss telling him everything.  he said we can be friends but i dunno if he was serious or wat but i dunno! tom pleeeease forgive me.. ive been thinking about who my 'real' friends are and i have noticed that i have lost alot of old ones but picked up alot new one but i dunno..

well i have to babysitt tomorrow at 6:30 am then i dunno i think im hangin out with the girls and some other stuff but who knows..