okay well everyone knows i've been grounded but ive been aloud online - i just didn't feel like updating but i decided to today to tell everyone im still alive. hah im trying to hang in there.

so lately ive been just sleeping.. going online.. + babysitting. i really havnt left the house except to go to a realitives house or go to the store. it hasn't been that bad it could be alot worse. but um i REALLY miss my best friends!! but AHHH amanda is actually allowed to go to New York with me we found out yesterday and i got to tell her the good news hah its soo weird bc i havnt seen her for 9 days. gosh we've been trying to sneak on the fone to talk to eachother so we like do die from not being able to contact eachother. hmm and instead of us stayin only until the 3 mommy pennell is lettin her stay until the 5th so that means we get to be there for the 4th to see the fireworks from the statue of liberty!! thats awesome + manda is staying the night on sunday and jess sam + ad are going to visit us!! omg i miss those girls sooo much. this would be the best summer ever if i didnt get grounded - o well.  but they have surprises for us - im kinda scared but excited!!